| I'm on the verge |
[07 Feb 2008|07:01pm] |
I move into my apartment in San Marcos on sat.
I'm excited.
My life is great, and boring at the same time.
I work, smoke, drink, sleep, do some other stuff and live.
that's what I've amounted to.
go me.
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(1 dream | find reality)
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| you fall in, but you never really fall out |
[28 Sep 2006|02:06am] |
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mood |
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 Research Papers suck |
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music |
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X amount of words- Blue October |
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D.T.R.
Definition: determining the relationship. Figuring out what the hell you are to a guy. ie... are you dating? together? dating exclusively?
I'm not sure if I'm ready for it. My girls keep telling me to do it. Well, I'm not going to.
But it seems like DTR is the only thing girls talk about now. This campus has gone boy crazy. And I liked it better when it wasn't like that.
I'm leaving for the weekend. No drinking. No frat parties. No stress. Just sitting and movie watching and girl talk with girls that don't want me to fall in love with Matt. I don't need to fall in love right now. I just want things to stay the way they are. But I have a feeling that isn't going to be possible. Matt's too nice to me just to want to be my friend.
P.S. I DO NOT like kissing Matt. I've only done it like twice. he's not that good. Or mabye it's just that since I was Zack's first kiss he kisses me exactly the way I want to be kissed. I dunno.
But I do know that you can't fall in love with someone who isn't a good kissed. You just can't.
Want to hang out with me this weekend? Please say yes.
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(3 dreams | find reality)
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| love conquers all |
[23 Apr 2006|09:37pm] |
So I still love him.
and I'm going to make this work.
Not because I have to
But because I want to.
I want him.
Even the messy side of him.
So I'm going to be nice, and compromise.
And be less of a girl...
and more of a woman.
Because I love.
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(find reality)
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| to no one in particular |
[14 Sep 2005|07:25pm] |
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mood |
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 damn good |
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music |
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Dido-Sand in my shoes |
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So I love my senior year.
School's gay.
People are gay.
I like my few friends.
Cause for the first time ever I'm 100% real. I only talk to people I like. I don't put on an act ever.
Some people think they're better than everyone else and I love it.
You do things. You just think we don't know.
But go you.
I love how we just don't talk. We're all real mature aren't we.
I hear what you say. We all do.
But I don't care.
Just thought I'd let ya know.
I'm in love.
He's all I need. Plus the girls that I went to dinner last night. That's my world. And all I need. Or want to be frank.
Get over yourself.
You hang out with her.....but she annoys the shit outta you. We both know it.
I love that I have fun every weekend.
Your petty highschool fakeness will get you real real real far in life.
to no one in particular. I'm just talkin.
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(3 dreams | find reality)
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